Friday, November 16, 2012

"...don't wade too deep....in bitter creek."




I find it absolutely incredible to this day that "Bitter Creek" did not become The Eagles' biggest hit, or their defining moment. It just sits prettily, forgotten, like sunken treasure, in its faded-postcard sepia surroundings in their 1973 LP Desperado. The dust has never cleared on this their finest pearl, undiscovered by many.

From the moment I heard the group for the first time, I was searching for a song like "Bitter Creek" - but I realised this only in retrospect. When I finally found the song at least a decade or so later, I must say - it seems like they spent all their time as a group trying to record a song like that, but succeeded once and once only. And what a success it is! It is their finest hour, Bernie Leadon's crowning glory as a songwriter. People say all kinds of things about "Hotel California" and think The Eagles did nothing more. After you've heard "Bitter Creek", you might think they should have stopped right then because they'd certainly achieved the essence of their "Eagle-ness" right there. They had crossed the frontier; they never should have tasted the fool's gold they did with their later LPs. "Hotel California" is, in comparison (not to put it too harshly) just too vapid.

In one of the live performances, Bernie says, "let's go out in the desert for a while..." No song I've ever heard evokes an American desert like "Bitter Creek" - it's a photograph, a 5 minute movie if you like, of Arizona. In its stone-hard guitar jangle, you can feel the sweat on your brow, the choking aridity in your throat, the bruises of cycads, the taste of grit and gravel in your bloody caked lips and teeth, metal spurs clanking on hard, unforgiving stone, the hiss of a rattlesnake at your heel, and the shadow of your nemesis towering behind you as he chases you down. The song effortlessly evokes all the best westerns - The Searchers, High Noon, Gunfight at the OK Corral, The Gunfighter, Bad Day at Black Rock, Shane - and any others you can think of - all of them.

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One of the things rock groups did in the early days was record "concept albums".

A concept album isn't too hard to understand - it's just an album in which all songs contribute to the theme ("concept") of the album; sometimes there is a slim story running through which will typically reach its denouement at the last song but one, and the last song would be a kind of epilogue to the whole thing.

Of course this meant many things about the quality of such an album. The group might feel free to be a bit lax about writing bonafide songs; there would be unfinished bits sometimes strung together; or it would seem like an album of hastily assembled segues, not accomplished songs. This is indeed the quality of many a "concept album", it must be admitted.

Not so about Desperado. It is a creative tour-de-force. It is so finely honed that in Randy Meisner's "Certain Kind of Fool", it is absolutely impossible to discern whether the lyric is about a cowboy outlaw, or a rock musician. This is pivotal, because the "theme" or concept of this particular concept album is the life of an outlaw/rock star. It is hard to tell where (or indeed whether) the one ends and the other begins. The concept is developed quite consummately and evocatively, zoning right in and turning the spotlight on the potent and deadly toxin that both the outlaw and the rock star share - the absolute unwariness of the (inevitable) moment when the dream turns sour. It used to be fun once, but something happened, and now there's no way out.

"Certain Kind of Fool" ends with the absolutely amazing line "It wasn't for the money - at least it didn't start that way.....it wasn't for the running, but now he's running everyday.."

"Desperado" gets further into the skin of the whole concept, opening out a raw wound that never heals - "your prison is walking through this world all alone"; "you're losing all your highs and lows, ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?".

"Bitter Creek" takes the tale where it was galloping along to right from the start - to bitterness which needs to play out its song in defiance, even if it is the end of all song. It is, undoubtedly, the end of all things in the tale.

Am I really reading too much? Sometimes dreams turn sour and then trap us with their manipulation, their slavery of us. This is especially true of an outlaw who starts believing in his fragile fortune far too long to be able to escape when it lets him down; and for the rock star too, who believes his own words and lifestyle so much that he finds out, much too late, that he's been worshipping himself and that he is now trapped by what he's made of himself.

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The bitter irony and legacy of "Bitter Creek", of course, is that it proved to be prophetic, by hindsight - the experience of The Eagles as a group with the pot of gold they made for themselves with their music. The un-self-conscious, free-wheeling creative promise of the Desperado LP gave way to the mixed feelings of their next LP, 1974's ominously titled On The Border. One of These Nights (1975) brought them closer commercially to their gold, while the music got less interesting; the rot had well and truly set in. When their commercial peak arrived - 1976's much-Grammied trans-Atlantic international hit LP Hotel California, it caught them off-guard and totally by surprise. The musical creativity was conspicuously missing, though the band had not realised it. The dream had turned sour, but they didn't know it then. They had become superstars, but found the creative tap root empty, the emotional roller-coaster ride ultimately deadening; the bottom fell out of it all. They laboured over-cautiously and feverishly a few years over their next LP The Long Run (1979) by when they had to admit they'd had enough not just of their own music but of each other too; they were finished as a creative unit.

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The musicianship on "Bitter Creek", and also every track on Desperado is so un-self conscious that it is an absolute, rare delight. It's amazing what musicians can do when they really have nothing to prove. You hear nothing, on "Bitter Creek", of the leaden, tired, utterly ordinary groove you hear, on say, a track like "Victim of Love" (on the Hotel California LP) Ironically, when I finally heard "Bitter Creek" for the first time (in 1991), it was clear to me that this was what I had always believed The Eagles had been capable of; that they had promised much and delivered little on their other efforts.

Desperado was the last LP on which only the original four played, and looking back, it was their finest hour as a group. Of course I must say this is a minority view; by popular consent, everybody's favourite Eagles LP is Hotel California, and everyone's favourite Eagles song, "Hotel California". But I stopped running to the beat of that particular drummer long ago.....and I would urge you, listener, to do the same.....

The song says it well...."an old man told me.....tried to scold me.....'oh son, don't wade too deep....in bitter creek.'" Wish The Eagles might have listened to themselves back in 1973......

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Here's the entire Desperado LP in one video. "Bitter Creek" is the last but one song.

Once I was young and so unsure 
I'd try any ill to find the cure 
An old man told me 
Tryin' to scold me 
'oh, son, don't wade too deep in bitter creek....' 

Out where the desert meets the sky 
where I go when I wanna hide 
Oh, peyote 
She tried to show me 
You know there ain't no cause to weep 
At bitter creek 

We're gonna hit the road for one last time 
We can walk right in and steal 'em blind 
All that money 
No more runnin'
I can't wait to see the old man's face 
When I win the race 




Desperado (1973)

Sunday, October 21, 2012

"..so much water moving underneath the bridge.."



Songwriter: Graham Nash
Performed by: Crosby, Stills and Nash ("CSN")
Album: Daylight Again (1982)
When I heard it: 1994, unless my memory fails me.

Crosby, Stills and Nash. Their unique vocal blend carried an entire generation. They voiced concerns of a generation in protest in an era which saw unprecedented definition and redefinition of the word "freedom".

It was a unique coming together of three uniquely talented musicians, each capable of tapping into a rich vein of songwriting skills, each almost flamboyantly gifted. For great musicians to come together is not as simple a thing as mere logic would have it. Each has their own distinct musical vision and idiom; and to almost sacrifice their own individual vision on the altar of the cause of the group is for many an impossible thing. It has led to more breakups among musical groups than any other difficulty.

Against all odds, Crosby, Stills and Nash came together from diverse musical backgrounds and actually sounded like a single unit. Their harmonies to this day remain mostly unattainable, the sum transcending its parts with boundless ease. The lode of inspiration was so rich that more than any other singing group, they still represent the late 60s-early 70s most distinctly.

Still, the same old bugbear laid them low; and, as Stephen Stills admitted on one of the videos of the song I showcase today, they felt the stifling and the suffocation of being constrained by each other, and "couldn't talk to each other for many years"; and then, as he rightly says, here they are many songs, bands and harmonies later, many dollars later, many years later, after "much water moving underneath the bridge", together again to sing a song telling us all about it.

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"Wasted on the way" comes from a Crosby, Stills and Nash LP that is best consigned to the scrap heap of musical history. It features just three tracks worth the effort ("Wasted on the way" being the best of these), but those three tracks remind us amply of their halcyon days when the vocal blend was infused with rich, soulful inspiration. The rest of the LP is eminently forgettable, just little more than musical noise. Only those who have heard Daylight Again in its entirety will know what a forlorn, dismal LP most of it is. This is certainly no "daylight", not to speak of daylight "again".

But "Wasted on the way" tells the story of this unique group who made musical history, then plummeted into oblivion and then regained their chemistry for 3 unique minutes. Perhaps you think I'm making too much of the song. But then, to be able to say that, you'd have to have heard the Crosby, Stills and Nash LPs that defined their generation, and then listened to "Wasted on the way" in the context of the surrounding ruin of its LP.

The song itself is written by Graham Nash, and it is very redolent of his best efforts for the group - especially songs like "Teach your children". It holds together triumphantly well in the studio recording, but technically, I'd have to say it is a deeply flawed song; either that, or it is songwriting genius. I want to draw attention this because I spent a considerable of time first trying to distill out the main melody from the lush harmony, and then, in desperation, I looked on the tube for live recordings that could unravel the melody. What I found shows the song up - there isn't one single live performance that sounds anywhere like the studio recording. There are still 3 parts, 3 singers; but something is unmistakeably missing. For starters, the melody is not sung by one part, but different parts on different lines. Secondly, the appearance of a melody (if indeed there is one; I suspect there isn't one after all) is reinforced on the studio recording by a single voice overlaying ("overdubbing") the "melody" in falsetto. In live performances, there is no such overlaying and this shows up the song for the threadbare effort it really is (see the live videos later on in this post). In my view this is a fatal flaw; but many might equally say it is proof of unique songwriting skill and I don't find it difficult to agree, in a certain sense.

The song's musical problems notwithstanding, what emerges even through the flaws is a glorious, free-flowing, soulful flamboyance that finishes up in a crescendo of rich harmony, every single decibel Crosby, Stills and Nash as any of their best work.

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In many ways I felt they would not have been able to do a song like this during their heyday; it had to be during their decline. Its insight can only be tested over time; when the creative juices are flowing and you feel like Superman, insightful reflection is neither easy nor even wanted. I'd say it took the intervening years, the loss of togetherness, the internal friction, the "time out", the exhaustive aftermath of road-weariness, and a bunch of individual life experiences through which each emerged, to bring out a song like "Wasted on the way". Stills never matched the creative genius he displayed in his first LP (Stephen Stills, 1971); Crosby went through repeated brushes with drug addiction and run-ins with the law. "Wasted on the way" is a tribute to the endearing candour of a unit that did not mind calling the lows. Actually, upon reflection, one must allow that they had always been known for their candour.....

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The song did not come home to me immediately. I heard it in 1994, I think, and there was a time when I had a singing group I sang with, a few uniquely talented friends, and I spent a long time trying to bring "Wasted on the way" on to our repertoire, without any success. We never even practised it once. Looking back, it might have been quite a learning experience for us if we had indeed tried. The song grew on me over the years and is now a staple very much on repeat on my iPod; it never fails to bring comfort about the passing of years.

I must include two videos of remarkable attempts to harmonise the song, just to draw attention to the very interesting problem of untangling the melody from the harmony. It's one of the toughest songs to sing, to be sure.


To those of us who only remember Crosby, Stills and Nash's heyday, "Wasted on the way" is needed for closure. Indeed it is the last significant song to have their uniquely stamped inspiration on it as a vocal trio; they have not managed to get it back since, to this very day. Sometimes we must soberly acknowledge to ourselves that our talents are slippery and elusive; and we never know and can never measure or even predict what we have, the essence of our gifts as individuals. Friends are vital; they help us transcend ourselves and give us memories and souvenirs. And though it all slips away......as it most inevitably will, it must not slip away for want of trying.......

Look around me,
I can see my life before me;
Running rings around the way it used to be
I am older now,
I have more than what I wanted,
But I wish that I had started long before I did

And there's so much time to make up
Everywhere you turn
Time we have wasted on the way,
So much water moving underneath the bridge..
Let the water come and carry us away

Oh when you were young,
Did you question all the answers?
Did you envy all the dancers who had all the nerve?
Look around you now,
You must go for what you wanted,
Look at all my friends who did and got what they deserved

And there's so much time to make up
Everywhere you turn
Time we have wasted on the way,
So much water moving underneath the bridge..
Let the water come and carry us away

So much love to make up
Everywhere you turn
Love we have wasted on the way,
So much water moving underneath the bridge..
Let the water come and carry us away
Let the water come and carry us away